
After sch had detention...
went to meet mrs foo at the staff room.
Mrs Foo told me to go lunch & report to her...
My frenz all msg me to apologise...
sigh...
1 hr later report to mrs foo again...
I clear up the rubbish at SOT room, alone.
I'm so lonely but Syuk & Jeremy accom me..
Till Mrs Foo came in & told me to go
off. Like ard 3pm i went for dance...
Till 5pm went hm wif Syuk, Fak & Jeremy..
***
To all of my frenz,
I know u all care abt me,
jus dunno hw to show out...
I know u all did apologise to me...
I din talk to u all but ignore u all is
i'm wrong i jus walk off din say anything
its my fault...i jus feel sad only. Sorry
to ignore u all. I'm not attract attention,
i'm not saying i'm brave or anything...
Jus tat i dunno hw to face u all, i feel
veri disappointed abt myself being
a SC yet i did tat to u all.
Jus give me sometime to cool down.
I know its stupid to do tat, like ignore
u all & b sad. But i jus dunno y i'm
like tat...Mayb cos my heart still
cant put down bah...I'm sorry.
MY ROLE IS VERI TOUGH.
I'M UNDER PROBATION
MEANING I MAY GET KICK
OUT IF I DONE SOMETHING WRONG
& DIN OBEY THEIR RULES.
I SKIPPED CLASS MRS FOO MAY
TOLD THE SC IN-CHARGE TEACHER TAT
& WROTE DOWN. MAYB MAY
GET KICK OUT. SO ITS AN OFFENCE.
I'M NOT BEING MYSELF AT ALL
I DUN HAVE FREEDOM TO JAY
WALK WIF U ALL. IF I JAY WALK
GET COURT I WILL GET TROUBLE
DETENTION.
HOPE U ALL UNDERSTAND.
THE STRUGGLE I'M FACING
THE CHANCE I'M TAKING
SOMETIMES MIGHT KNOCK ME DOWN
BUT I GONNA B STRONG...
I'M NOT ME ANYMORE,
WHEN I'M IN SCH...=(
I'M NOT A GD FRENZ AT ALL....
THOSE WHO I IGNORE THE MSG
I'M SORRY, JUS DUNNO HW TO REPLY.
*the only thing tat i mus do is forgive &
forget.
Hui Ying
U did cheer me up, but sorry tat i
ignore u cos i really dunno y i'm
like tat...dun worry & dun feel
bad...I'm the one who ignore u
all...
Zi Ting
i'm sorry to make u worried,
i will be alright. i will talk to u de.
Manli
Dun worry, i will b wif u all.
when i cool down...i'm sorry.
Janeh,
I know u feel sorry. But i'm sorry too
i ignore u all without saying any words.
Tink i'm not suit to b ur frenz bah..
Sigh....
Wei Ping
Although i ignore ur msg dun mean i
din see it. I see it but dunno hw to reply
ur msg. U're sincerely sorry, i know...
Anyway, wat done is done.
So jus forget it...
Date posted: Friday, May 7, 2010
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