Today wrkin, no mood at all. Cos of ytd, haiz. i give honey a veri veri Sux attitude when he sent me hm....its all me lorz. Plan to had dinner wif him ytd yet i forgot to tel my mum so tats y he is disappointed in me, angry wif me. N ytd i do finish my stuff yet didnt call him wait till so late den call him n he is reachin hm soon. Wat i'm doin??? Y mus i give attitude??? i really hate myself lorz...hate hate hate. i'm in the wrong, all my fault, all me!!!! Stupid me!!! Always make honey sad, heart broken, hurt n angry de!!! i really too much le....Y am i like tat??? y? Y? Y? Honey treat me so gd yet i like tat!!! haiz... i oso veri veri disappointed in myself. Feel so helpless...no one know hw i feel nw, they jus know i'm veri happy. Actually i'm veri sad, moody n emo in my heart. Still mus act nth happen to me...really veri xing ku. U all know hw i feel??? u all dunno!!!! No one comfort me, no one listen to me, no one lend me a shoulder to cry on an no one to hug. sob sob. Feel really so lonely....haiz....Jus can update my blog to say out all my feelin!!! Tats all i can do, to help myself!!! y he say i dun understand him??? all i'm wrong all my fault!!!
ytd were chattin on phone wif honey at midnight, he were veri angry scold vulgarity lots of time. it really hurts when he scoldin tat. Honey jus dunno hw i feel kept scoldin....Anyway i always make him angry tats y!!! sigh....
Date posted: Thursday, September 11, 2008
Posted by:
Angeline Seah 
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