
today wrkin, honey goin outing wif his frenz. i was veri selfish, y am i so selfish lei??? he wan to go i cant b like tat de. y mus i like tat?? y??? no wrong for him to make frenz, i din even give him the choice jus givin him attitude lorz. i tink through alr i'm so nt understandin n unreasonable. i shuld b more understandin n be more reasonable nt givin him attitude, shuld give him freedom n private space nt always want him to b by my side. if nt he go attachment n NS le, hw??? i cant b like tat i have to change. Wat my frenz n honey say is all right i cant b so selfish de, cant give him attitude n cant b so unreasonable. Mus control my temper. Seriously, i really hate myself being like tat. Y cant i jus b sensible n understandin??? Den nw make whole world hates me!!! i too narrow-minded!! is i'm the one causin all dis prob de i have to respond it nt jus run away.
I have to say sorry to his frenz. Anyway i say here bah, Shaun sorry for being so selfish n unreasonable dun wan wai kit to stay over at ur hse. I know he wan to go, he dun wan to lose a frenz like u all. I'm sorry abt all the prob tat i give u. I'm sorry!!! tats all...i wanna say out!!!
Date posted: Friday, September 19, 2008
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