
haiz. hurts honey again ytd told him tat im goin to his hse today but yet didnt go. make him emo till say me lots of hurtin things. its my fault again. everytime hurt him, didnt tink abt the consequence. haiz. i'm really so bad de. when he need me, i'm nt by his side de. y i like tat??? HATE MYSELF VERI MUCH....wanna go find him today yet all my stuff nt dry so cant go. but i'll go tml, hope all my stuff will dry quickly. if didnt dry will still go, i dun care de lorz. today didnt go make him so emo n moody, tml sure mus go le. i'm so sorry, honey!!! everytime make u like tat. i will change for ur sake de. trust me!!!
i mus be more decisive in my decisions
18-Aug-08
wrkin time. haiz. really miss honey a lotz, have to wait till wed den can c him so late lorz. Really cant wait. sigh.
haiz. today i did wrong again. A lady promotin a facial wash treatment say till so fast sia. Den she confirm wif me whether i wanna pay so i say ok. so write down my particular, den after tat i tink through nt worth lei. dun wanna pay. but is free when u go treatment. at last i pay half of it. haiz. feel really so bad. This lesson told me dun anyhw believe or accept wat they say. heck care them, n dun xing ruan to help them jus say 'NO' will do!!!
Date posted: Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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