It was a bad day, mum nag at me n my best frenz quarrel wif me. Meet bb 10am at bus stop, return the shoes to her cos i borrow it frm her. At first i msg her i cant tolerate my mum anymore, she reply tat tel sweetheart lorz. i was abt to cry le cos she neva say dis to me, she will b veri concernin n ask me wat happen. but nw!!! haiz. bb msg me tat she reach le. I was late, bb wait for me at the bus stop. Cos i 4got to take her shoes again n ran hm to take it for her. i cried on my way to the bus stop!!! Den c her at the bus stop she was veri sad n moody!! she takin bus to somewhere else so wait for her bus to come. Then walked to LRT stn, to take LRT to sengkang frm there take MRT to Dhoby Ghaut was textin her n feel veri sad n cried too. I was on my way to sweetheart hse, i'm moody all the way till reach yew tee. Den saw sweetheart was still veri sad den we went to food court n sit for awhile. i n bb kept msgin lorz. Den i was cryin after tat feel alright le den went to his hse cos dun wanna let her mum c i'm so sad!!! Sweetheart borrow cj7 n slam drunk!!! watched cj7 first its a touchin story i was cryin till my eyes swollen cos i was tinkin abt those sad things tat happen den cried all out, feel much better den watched slam drunk was cryin again lorz!!! neva cried so many times b4, its really a sad n moody day. watched finish went downstair to play badminton, den after tat rest awhile hv our dinner sweetheart send me hm!!!
cos Tuesday (8/4/08) bah, i leave her alone walked wif my sweetheart. i really so bad cos i tel sweetheart to do tat. i really feel so guilty n bad when i do tat, i'm nt happy doin tat too!! Y shuld i hurt my own frenz jus like tat??? she's only frenz left, n yet i do such things to her. Wat am i doin?? Y cant i b last time tat me??? Really hate myself lotz, she treat me so gd n i do tat to her!!! i feel so sorry to her!!! i hurt her alotz. Feel veri disappointed in myself!!! she told me tat its over dun brood over it but i cant i really cant 4give myself, cos i really hurt her!! i wanna say it out to let her knw hw i feel!!!
To Xue ying(bb):
Dear xue ying,
i shoulden't hv do tat to u de. As a frenz i shuld let u be wif me but i didn't i leave u alone n let u walk by urself!!! i really veri veri bad!!! i didnt mean to hurt u, ure my best best frenz i dun wanna lose a best frenz like u!!! u treat me so gd yet i treat u like tat. i wun do tat to hurt u again, really wun!!! i meant it!!! i really nt a gd frenz!!! u dun 4give me nvm, i didnt blame u cos i'm in the wrong let u disappointed in me n dun trust me!!! i cant 4give myself frm doin tat to u!!! No matter wat happen i will still b here 4 u, no matter hw bad we quarrel i still will treat u as my best frenz n bb!!! Can we still b like last time happyily goin out tgt?? Can i still cal u bb??? I'm really veri sorry!!! Sumi-masen....
Date posted: Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Posted by:
Angeline Seah 
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